i refuse to grow up...

i am 21-year-old
soon i will be 30 turn 40, 50 , 60.....
growing up from a teenager to an adult
being adult is good
v can do everything v wan
and also able to gamble in the casino too
how nice?!
but then the older v r, the greater responsibility, pressure, stress, worries bla bla bla....all are negative things
how nice!!!???
i look bac to those kids playing around in the playground
i realised that v adult alred forgotten abt the playground v played at instead of the new playground( the working field)
v forgotten the original and simple friendship v gain during kindergarten and now with all fake fake friendship and using each other to achieve own goal
kids are good..... they need not to worry abt everything around them
they jus know how to play, eat n sleep....
how nice!!!!!????
i wish not to grow up....
i refuse to grow up.....
i hate growing up.....but
v still hv to grow up....T_T.....